Unexpected AttractionUnexpected AttractionUnexpected Attraction by Angels-do-Exist
Im not really a girl,
I just pretend to be one for my modeling.
So Im one person who wont go all starry eyed for him,
This just seems to spur him on further.
That annoying jerk of a model.
He is always trying to get under my skin,
I swear he does these things for kicks.
Just to see my reaction or something,
I wish hed leave me alone.
But of course he wouldnt do that.
Instead he kissed me on the lips,
And it wasnt a little peck on the lips either.
It was a kiss full of lust and passion,
In front of everyone in the studio.
The worst part was my reaction.
The kiss should not have affected me,
Im a guy and Im definitely not gay.
However the lust and passion from it reached me,
It invaded my body and my thoughts without permission.
I still dont understand it.
The pink flush that spread over my cheeks,
The increased pace of my breathing,
My body felt weak and trembled.
I got aroused and excited from that kiss.
Secret IdentitySecret IdentitySecret Identity by Angels-do-Exist
No-one out there suspects that I have a secret,
After all why would they?
The thought wouldnt even cross their minds,
That the cute and preppy Linn could possibly be a guy.
That she could possibly be me.
There are few people who know the truth,
I have tried very hard to keep the number minimal.
I havent even told Lucien the truth
I dont think hed understand if I did tell him.
Hed probably just laugh at me.
So instead I keep the secret bottled up and sealed tight,
So that the truth cannot possibly leak out.
Or at least I attempted to keep it hidden
But this guy has pieced it all together somehow.
I dont know how he did it.
I hate him with a vengeance.
Hes such a smug and arrogant bastard,
He enjoyed bringing up my flat chest again.
And he almost made me blow my cover
Since Im supposed to be sweet Linn.
I swear this guy just wants to get under my skin,
And he likes to tease, torture and annoy me.
On the scr
Polaroid LovePolaroid LovePolaroid Love by Angels-do-Exist
I look down at your smiling face,
Amidst the glossy pages.
Your green eyes are staring back at me,
Sunshine and laughter in your eyes.
I dont know how you manage it.
I dont know how you can smile like that,
Your life must have been full of joy and love.
Though how is it that you can be so lucky?
My own experiences in such are lacking.
Yet, I find myself strangely curious about you.
You look as if youve never seen the darkness,
The same darkness that penetrates my very soul.
How is it that you can be so untouched by the darkness?
That you can still be so pure and innocent
How I envy you and your shining smile.
Because the joy and happiness you take for granted,
I dont know what those things are.
Really, what is joy and love?
Yet I find myself admiring you from afar.
Somehow you continue to intrigue me.
I find myself envious of more than just your smile.
Jealous of the male models that pose with you,
Especially that Jade guy
I find m
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